1. |
8 Legged Dreams
03:27
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When I go to sleep at night,
8 legged dreams arise,
Cobwebs in my eyes,
Never ever gonna wake up,
Stuck in a web of lies,
Paralyzed like a fly,
Spiders don’t sleep at night,
Never ever gonna wake up,
You were gonna say,
My mind is a place
Where fears are raised
My mind plays tricks
It turns and it twists
It bends my reality (it bends what I see) (But I know what's coming)
I will stay awake
I will stay awake
Nightmares go away
oh oh oh
You will fall, when you sleep
You will fall, when you sleep
Close your eyes, sweet dreams
Oh oh oh
When I go to sleep at night,
8 legged dreams arise,
Cobwebs in my eyes,
Never ever gonna wake up,
Stuck in a web of lies,
Paralyzed like a fly,
Spiders don’t sleep at night,
Never ever gonna wake up,
You’re stressed when you wake
It’ll stay for awhile, it’ll stay for awhile
Your Subconscious fades,
It’ll wait to unveil (come out), wait to unveil (betray)
I will stay awake
I will stay awake
Nightmares go away
oh oh oh
You will fall, if you sleep
You will fall, if you sleep
Close your eyes, sweet dreams
Oh oh oh
When I go to sleep at night,
8 legged dreams arise,
Cobwebs in my eyes,
Never ever gonna wake up,
Stuck in a web of lies,
Paralyzed like a fly,
Spiders don’t sleep at night,
Never ever gonna wake up,
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2. |
Lullaby
03:07
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Maybe I’m gone
Maybe I’m gone
But you couldn’t see
Light years away
Memories fade
Can’t remember your face
and it’s like you never noticed
never had a chance to hold it
Just sing your lullabies, lullabies put me to sleep
And with these lullabies, filled with lies, go and leave me
The miles turned to silence
With years we’ll learn to forget
Crazy how life
Can just move on
it’s a lot to hold on
Regret is a song
That played it all wrong
I can’t remember the pace
you said you’d come back one day
I guess I’ll exit left stage
Just sing your lullabies, lullabies put me to sleep
And with these lullabies, filled with lies, go and leave me
The miles turned to silence
With years we’ll learn to forget
Wasted time
The years turned to dust
Whatever once shined
Turned to rust
And still we keep pretending like nothing changed
But (oh) we are not the same
Time doesn’t care, what you went through
it moves like nothing changed
and it’s like you never noticed
never had a chance to hold it
Just sing your lullabies, lullabies put me to sleep
And with these lullabies, filled with lies, go and leave me
The miles turned to silence
With years we’ll learn to forget
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3. |
Morphine
03:03
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I still feel the pain on morphine
Feel my bones break under me
I’m still waiting on some relief
I still feel pain on morphine
Fill a cup with my wasted dreams
It’s numbing me
And if I press a fantasy
Into a pill it seems to work
(All my problems go away
Not for long, it’s temporary)
Given up on sobriety
To put it mildly
And if I’m acting wildly
Don’t try and fight with me
(Please don’t make me pull away
Cuz I might make a big mistake)
If I say what I mean
Will it scare you away, will it turn you away
If I broke down my dreams
Would you even listen, don’t know what I’m wishin
I still feel the pain on morphine
Feel my bones break under me
I’m still waiting on some relief
I still feel pain on morphine
Hold your bitter tongue
I’ll hold my bitter tongue
Hold your bitter tongue
Give another dose of
Morphine, can I have some more please
Wanna be numb forever
In a slump forever
Dopamine please
Somebody release me
Wanna be numb forever
In a slump forever
I still feel the pain on morphine
Feel my bones break under me
I’m still waiting on some relief
I still feel pain on morphine
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4. |
Broken String
03:06
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Looking like stormy day
Don’t think it’ll go away
So under my roof I’ll stay
That’s alright, I’ll just play my
Guitar for a couple of hours
Play my heart and play it loud(er)
Play until I break a string
Oh It’s alright, I’ve got all I need
Just a broken string on a guitar,
But I’ve got 5 more,
5 more,
But I can play just fine,
It’s more than enough,
More than enough,
I still play in tune,
I know the notes,
I know the tune,
Do you
Just a string on a guitar,
I’ve got 5 more,
5 more,
At first glance you might think I’m incomplete, I’m not
I’ve got plenty, I’ve got everything I need to play a song
I strum a note, I strum a note, I hit a chord, i'm on a role,
I’m losing inhibition playing on playing cuz I know
It’s Just a broken string on a guitar,
But I’ve got 5 more,
5 more,
But I can play just fine,
It’s more than enough,
More than enough,
I still play in tune,
I know the notes,
I know the tune,
Do you
Just a string on a guitar,
I’ve got 5 more,
5 more
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5. |
Painted Dreams
03:40
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I keep it in the shadows (never tell)
Down low (never tell)
You don’t know what I’m going through
Don’t know what I’m going through
It’s down low (comin through)
Down low (comin through)
You don’t know what I’m going through
Don’t know what I’m going
I’m gunning for my life
I keep it all inside
I’m tearing at the seams
I’m painting you a dream (but it ain’t real)
Suffocated
Demotivated
Alienated, I’m
Aggravated
Feel automated
I’m devastated, I
I keep it in the shadows (never tell)
Down low (never tell)
You don’t know what I’m going through
Don’t know what I’m going through
It’s down low (comin through)
Down low (comin through)
You don’t know what I’m going through
Don’t know what I’m going [through]
I’m gunning for my life
I keep it all inside
I’m tearing at the seams
I’m painting you a dream (but it ain’t real)
No this ain’t good for me (good for me)
All this pain deep in me, (and I just can’t keep)
Gunning for my life
I keep it all inside
I’m tearing at the seams
I’m painting you a dream (but it ain’t real)
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6. |
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Two lies, back to back
Two years, now it’s past
Two fears, come to pass
Too near, this can’t last
Broken glass is covering the floor now
The bottles I poured out
Tried to purge myself of everything about you
But when you always show up on my doorstep
Choking on your every word
Your every desire
While I gasp for air
You just stand and stare
Choking on you like nicotine
My lungs are on fire
But I won’t die today
Cuz you will kill me slowly
I don’t wanna feel like something’s wrong
(But something is)
I don’t wanna blindly just move on
(But you know you will)
When I’m wasting daylight
Sleeping on the west side
Maybe I can stop time
I (know, know that you, know that you won’t)
I know that I can’t seem to move on
(Don’t move on, don’t move on, don’t move on)
And free myself from you
Choking on your every word
Your every desire
While I gasp for air
You just stand and stare
Choking on you like nicotine
My lungs are on fire
But I won’t die today
Cuz you will kill me slowly
Words are creeping in they’re not mine
(You will do what I say)
Maybe I am losing my mind
(You will do what I think)
Maybe I am hanging by your strings
(You’re gonna move with me)
I (you are alone with me)
I know that I can’t seem to move on
(Don’t move on, don’t move on, don’t move on)
And free myself from you
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7. |
Stir Crazy
03:09
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Burn up my lungs
Breath the air, it’s hard to try to care
But not for long
I’m never gonna be a souvenir
World spinnin spinnin all around me
World spinnin spinnin all around me
Im locked out
sedate me
My mind is slowly pushing up daisies, I am chained
On a lockdown
In a daydream
And it feels like I am stirring up crazy
Alert the ones
The fear is that we’re having too much fun
But not for long
In the end of days for the corrupt
World spinnin spinnin all around me
World spinnin spinnin all around me
Im locked out
sedate me
My mind is slowly pushing up daisies, I am chained
On a lockdown
In a daydream
And it feels like I am stirring up crazy
Burn up my lungs, breathe the air, when I breathe the air I’m chokin
Burns up my lungs, breathe the air, when I breathe the air I’m chokin
But not for long
I hope not for long
But not for long
World spinnin spinnin all around me
World spinnin spinnin all around me
Im locked out
sedate me
My mind is slowly pushing up daisies, I am chained
On a lockdown
In a daydream
And it feels like I am stirring up crazy
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8. |
FMO
03:38
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F me over
Oh F me over, over and over
Oh F me over, over and over
All this for what i said
Didn’t mean to make you fuck me over
Until it's over, over over over over
Thinkin' of the things I said
Didn’t know that it would start a fight
Why would you respond like this
Knew it would get back to me in time
Tell Tale heart run over
Poetic only when you’re sober
It would be a lie to say I didn’t see it coming
Counting all the days like
I knew that you would (5,4,3,2,1)
Oh F me over, over and over
Oh F me over, over and over
All this for what i said
Didn’t mean to make you F me over
Until it's over, over over over over
When you try to make it right
it’s a snakebite
with venom inside
You stabbed me In the back with both edges of the knife no ones going to hear you when you cry (wolf)
Wish I could look the other way
wish that I had a half a brain
wish I was numb to all this pain
Counting all the days like
I knew that you would(5,4,3,2,1)
Oh F me over, over and over
Oh F me over, over and over
All this for what i said
Didn’t mean to make you F me over
Until it's over, over over over over
I thought that space might do some good (never thought the worst of it)
Never thought you’d cheat, you would (I know that you tried to hide it)
You’ve spent years just riding a fence (you had the best of both worlds)
Pick a side, just get on with it (oh my love is well spent)
Counting all the days like
I knew that you would(5,4,3,2,1)
Oh F me over, over and over
Oh F me over, over and over
All this for what i said
Didn’t mean to make you F me over
Until it's over, over over over over
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9. |
Regret Roulette
02:54
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Oh, hypomania
who will betray me, yeah
Oh, I’m like uranium
But who can blame me, yeah
Cuz I hold onto
We all hold onto
What we think will prove
That we’re really sane
In the velvet room
Throw the dice onto
Let it ride on through
Then it all goes away
Regret roulette
It’s always moves around me
but I’m all in
time to rewrite my story
Oh, hysteria
Oh, it’s getting scary yeah
Oh, it’s in my area
Oh, and it’ll bury ya
Cuz I hold onto
We all hold onto
What we think will prove
That it’s not a waste
In the velvet room
Throw the dice onto
Let it ride on through
Cuz we’ll always play
Regret roulette
It’s always moves around me
but I’m all in
time to rewrite my story
Feel like I don’t really say what I want
Regret is a hell of a drug to come down from
All of these thoughts they race in my head
Feels like I’m suffering by you
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10. |
Cosmo's Interlude
01:24
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Hey I wanna go now
Hey carve it in stone now
And I wanna go, when I wanna go
Take what I own, shoulda done it long ago
Hey (future calling me old now)(but I let it go now)
flying I was so sky high
Maybe gravity is my guide
And I don’t care where I fall
I’ll be better off, better off, better off for it
I just need to spread my roots
Find a place I can bloom
And I
And I am quickly runnin out of time
Nobody knows how many minutes left minutes left
Everyone knows I been wasting my time
Hey I wanna go now
Hey carve it in stone now
And I wanna go, when I wanna go
Takin what I own, shoulda done it long ago
Hey (future calling me old now)(but I let it go now)
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11. |
Pocket Symphony
03:03
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I don’t know what to say
your mind is locked in a cage
and you threw the keys away
Only so many times I have left
To get to you
But I’m not getting through
You
You would always turn your eyes
Every time I’d compromise
Crying out for sympathy
Tears like a symphony
Worlds smallest violin
Playing like there is no end
Call me incompetent
But you never say
Sorry
I don’t know what to say
To you we’re drifting from the peace
Your mind is hard to change
The toxicity you and me
Pollutes our chemistry
We need clarity to breathe
You would always turn your eyes
Every time I’d compromise
Crying out for sympathy
Tears like a symphony
Worlds smallest violin
Playing like there is no end
Call me incompetent
But you never say
Sorry
Nobody ever says sorry
Nobody ever says sorry
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12. |
Gaze
03:04
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Gaze into each other’s minds
The haze is makin us blind
We’ll hide it from the outside
Gaze into each other’s minds
Our past won’t leave behind
The lies we try to hide
I don’t wanna stay too long in this undertow
I tremble at the thought of letting go
Holding on too tight
Scared to lose my mind
Medicate so i'll survive
It’s more than I asked
I’m avoiding the past
I’ve been Hiding the pain been trying to change
Clouded and unphased
Just trying to
Gaze into each other’s minds
This haze is makin’ us blind
We’ll hide it from the outside
Gaze into each other’s minds
Our past won’t leave behind
The lies we try to hide
I can’t break free from this gaze that you hold on me
Deception of the mind taking over me
Take it as it comes
Feeling kinda numb
Medicate so i’ll survive
When I look in your eyes
They’re as clear as the sky
You’re bringing me back, back to life
Like a prism holding light
Just trying to
Gaze into each other’s mind
This haze is makin’ us blind
We’ll hide it from the outside
Gaze into each other’s minds
Our past won’t leave behind
The lies we try to hide
Would you recognize me if you saw the same face
Do you realize that we both have the same fate
Gaze into each other’s minds
This haze is makin’ us blind
We’ll hide it from the outside
Gaze into each other’s minds
Our past won’t leave behind
The lies we try to hide
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13. |
Starlight
04:14
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Taking all the starlight from me now,
Turning all my spotlight,
Into Dark nights,
Stolen from me now,
Taking all my starlight,
Taking all the starlight from me now,
Turning all my spotlight,
Into Dark nights,
Stolen from me now,
Turning all my starlight,
Into dark nights,
I don’t wanna heart attack,
I fear the worst,
is coming down, down on me (is catching up to me)
I can’t take this on my chest,
I know I’m not my best,
rock bottom doesn’t pay rent,
I can’t go and throw this all away,
A stain on my name,
not turning away,
Thought you were invested into me,
A fool's paradise,
Look who paid the price
Oh No no (hey)
Oh no no (hey)
Oh now my Starlight starts to fade
Oh No no (hey)
Oh no no (hey)
OH no no Like a thief you’re
Taking all the starlight from me now,
Turning all my spotlight,
Into Dark nights,
Stolen from me now,
Turning all my starlight,
Into dark nights,
Dreams are nightmares in a haunted mind
I was left behind
Can't wake my cloudy eyes
Oh how the times have changed
As the seconds tick away
My life becomes detained
I can’t go and throw this all away,
A stain on my name,
not turning away,
Thought you were invested into me,
A fool's paradise,
Look who paid the price
Oh No no (hey)
Oh no no (hey)
Oh now my Starlight starts to fade
Oh No no (hey)
Oh no no (hey)
OH no no Like a thief you’re
Taking all the starlight from me now,
Turning all my spotlight,
Into Dark nights,
Stolen from me now,
Turning all my starlight,
Into dark nights,
Dreams are nightmares in a haunted mind
I was left behind
Can't wake my cloudy eyes
Oh how the times have changed
As the seconds tick away
My life becomes detained
You Cant change a mind that’s made
A Bruise won’t fade
I know you’ll pray that I’ll just go away,
I’ll go away
Maybe I’ll just go away
I’m gone today
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14. |
Mindless Bliss
03:33
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Sometimes I get the feeling the more that I know the more the pain starts to grow
And then it starts to feel like I’m losing control, with every new thing I know
I’m driving 85, I’m seeing double lines
And I’m afraid I might lose my hold
Wish I was never told, weighs heavy on my soul
With every moment I am getting cold
Carry me (it’s heavy), bury me (are you ready), get me out of this
Empty me (just an echo) spiraling (gotta let go), give me mindless bliss
Sometimes I get the feeling the more that I know the more the pain starts to grow
And then it starts to feel like I’m losing control, with every new thing I know
Always staying up to the sunrise, I can barely even close my eyes
All I’m looking for is a good night, just for one night, just for one night
But I am wide awake, surviving day to day, I’m half alive in my own way
I am struggling, all I’m carrying, when you know everything your reality fades away
Carry me (it’s heavy), bury me (are you ready), get me out of this
Empty me (just an echo) spiraling (gotta let go), give me mindless bliss
Sometimes I get the feeling the more that I know the more the pain starts to grow
And then it starts to feel like I’m losing control, with every new thing I know
Always staying up to the sunrise, I can barely even close my eyes
All I’m looking for is a good night, for just one night, for just one night
Sometimes I get the feeling the more that I know the more the more that I know the pain it grows
And then it starts to feel like I’m losing control, with every new thing, thing I know
Always staying up to the sunrise, I can barely even close my eyes
All I’m looking for is a good night, all we’re looking for is a good night a a
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15. |
Yippee Ki Yay
02:59
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Yippee yippee ki ye
Just like F John wayne
With the guns blazing ah ah (Forty-fives blazing ah ah)
Yippee yippee ki ye
Just another run away
Now I’m just a renegade
Lone Ranger out on the prowl in the late night
Grain alcohol in the tank of the mustang
And I’m running it dry
Rev high have the time of my life
Smoking another red (until my head is light) (I light another red)
Holding a(my) thumb on lead (it’s getting heavy right?)
I wanna be like you
John Wayne, I just wanna mean something
Yippee yippee ki ye
Just like F John wayne
With the guns blazing ah ah (Forty-fives blazing ah ah)
Yippee yippee ki ye
Just another run away
Now I’m just a renegade
Lately, entertainment has been kinda scary (angry)
We are living a terrible daydream
(run and hide, run and hide, cuz we’re miles away from the light)
Smoking another red (until my head is light)
Keeping my thumb on lead (it’s getting heavy right?)
I wanna be like you
John Wayne, I just wanna mean something
Yippee yippee ki ye
Just like F John wayne
With the guns blazing ah ah (Forty-fives blazing ah ah)
Yippee yippee ki ye
Just another run away
Now I’m just a renegade
10 steps and turn that’s how they take a life
A lawless town, that’s running on pride, veins full ice
Ride away, into the sun
Ride away, cuz I’m the one
Lie awake the next day with a woman right by your side
Oh how I can get use to this crazy kinda life
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16. |
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That’s what she said
That’s what she said
Thought we were alright
Just a waste of time
That’s what she said
That’s what she said
How’d I never know
How’d it go so long
Used to laugh at how slow I would drive
Now you’re always flashing me red lights
I remember before, sneaking through the back door, cuz I left my keys back inside
Used to be romantic but now it just seems frantic
I think I wore out the surprise
But then suddenly
Right in front of me
You were telling me
That you’re honestly
done with me
Had enough of me
How’d I never see
You were over me
That’s what she said (thats what he said)
That’s what she said (thats what he said)
Thought we were alright,
Was a waste of time, and that's what
That’s what she said (what he said)
That’s what she said(what he said )
How’d I never know thats what she
How’d I never know thats what she said
You don’t need to spell it out again
Because I found out how much pretend
And it’s so romantic how sadly pathetic
You’ve done this a 10000 times
Searching through your DM‘s you’re telling me that they’re just friends.
But I’m pretty sure friends don’t lie.
But then suddenly
Right in front of me
I’m not trusting
All your honesty
F crazy
Keep on calling me
See what happens next time
That’s what she said (thats what he said)
That’s what she said (thats what he said)
Thought we were alright,
Was a waste of time, and that's what
That’s what she said (what he said)
That’s what she said(what he said )
How’d I never know thats what she
How’d I never know thats what she said
Stabbing me in the back
That’s what she said
I always hold my tongue
That’s what she said
You always come up short
That’s Why she said
Violets are blue
Roses are Red
You’re doing it backwards (You’re doing it in reverse)
That’s what she said,
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17. |
Shadow
03:22
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Dimming the lights
Feel the wind, take it in
Thinking bout’ life
Take it in, I can’t win
Cuz I’m under too much pressure
Pressure from you, it casts
Giant shadows, on a plateau
And I’m on the edge
You cast a shadow
I’m in your shadow
You cast a shadow
Towering over
All my ambitions
When will you move so I
I can stand alone on my two feet
You’re like a cloud and
Rain on my parade
And it’s always stormy lately (It’s starting to feel shady)
It’s driving me insane
Cuz I’m under too much pressure
Pressure from you, it casts
Giant shadows, on a plateau
And I’m on the edge
You cast a shadow
I’m in your shadow
You cast a shadow
Please go, cuz I
Just wanna feel the wind blow
It’s cold, I’m
I’m frozen under you
I know, you don’t
Don’t mean to stand above me
But know, you’re
Your shadow’s killing me
Cuz I’m under too much pressure
Pressure from you, it casts
Giant shadows, on a plateau
And I’m on the edge
You cast a shadow
I’m in your shadow
You cast a shadow
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18. |
Overwhelmed
03:00
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Sinking underwater
Under pressure, paralyzing me
It’s our generation
Broken nation
it consumes me
Our collective sadness
Turns to madness
It’s psychiatry
Weighted by our issues
By our problems
We need therapy
It’s dark inside our crooked minds
We’re looking for a glimpse of light, but we don’t know what we’re aiming for
Overwhelming
The weight, pushing
Overwhelming
How it washes over me
Sitting at the bottom
Of the ladder
Of society
Billionaire oppression
new recession
It’s depressing me
How they just control us
Try to hold us
Like we’re on their strings
Dancing when they pull us
When they fool us
Saying that we’re free
It’s dark inside this crooked life
We’re looking for a glimpse of light, but we don’t know what we’re aiming for
Overwhelming
The weight, pushing
Overwhelming
How it’s taken over me
Every generations has their trials, tribulations, that’s a hard fact of life
But if we keep complaining, know that no ones gonna save us, all of these deaf ears won’t hear our screams
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